The Rabbit Hole


Where does a rabbit hole begin? What's even more mysterious is where does a rabbit hole end?? And what kind of rabbit is curious enough to find out???

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no hard feelings, k?

Ya i think you’re a cool person and all…we’ve had a lot of fun. But you know how I am…I always try to be honest and upfront about what i want, or don’t want, with someone. So if i see you in passing, or bump into you while I’m out, I’m not gonna be a stranger! I’ll say whats up. But i think it should be limited to just that. I have someone that I’m seeing right now, that I’m actually satisfied with. So i don’t think it makes sense to be hanging out with you. Again, you’re a cool person and you’ll always be a friend. So no hard feelings, k? 

its

amazing the beauty you find in something you once overlooked so nonchalantly… =) 

rachel clute

my deepest sympathies go out to the family of rachel clute. its such an unfortunate aftermath to what should have been a fun event. i blame the event management for not enforcing strict enough regulations upon the venue and attendees, i blame the friends of rachel for not taking responsibility for her safety and making sure she was ok, and (as much as it pains me to say it) i blame the girl for not having made better choices. there is a certain degree of risk involved with all raving events, and there are MANY variables that can factor into someones ability to survive a rave or not. ALL factors must be taken into account. there is no ONE person or thing that is to blame for this death. EVERYONE needs to accept responsibility for what happened, and take the necessary precautions to insure that this doesn’t happen again. its situations like this that hold our rave culture back from expansion, and that keep us in the dark shadows from ever being recognized or respected as a prominent people. this culture was founded upon PEACE, LOVE, UNITY and RESPECT. so lets start acting like it!!!!!!!! if somebody is thirsty= share your water. if someone is grinding their teeth= give them a piece of your gum. If someone’s eyes are rolling in the back of their head= shake them back to reality. lets all be there to help each other, and bring our PLUR culture back to life! 

fear

that aint how it works

that aint how it goes

and i be getting high just to balance out the lows

and i could use a writer just to balance out my flows

but i never share my thoughts

this is all a lady knows…

you know i spend money because spending time is hopeless

and know i pop bottles cuz i bottle my emotions

at least i put it all in the open…damn

so mad!

I feel

really badly for him

I wanna be in his corner, supporting him like a good friend should

But I also she her side of it

I feel really badly for everyone involved in that situation

shit is FUCKED UP 

its comforting

hearing those words from someone powerful

encouraging me to keep going

knowing that I’m doing something right

reenforcing why i do what i do

its comforting to know they have my back 

everyone else seems so minuscule now 

those who hate aren’t even worthy of worrying about

all that matters are the ones up there

that really do care 

lately

I’ve been being made to feel like I’ve done something wrong. But I haven’t done anything at all! I have the best of intentions for everything I do…but somehow I seem to be made out to be a bad guy…it totally leaves a bad taste in my mouth, and makes me not want anything to do with the management staff in this division. 

stay away from #2’s

I used to be really attracted to military men. When I was younger, I always looked at them with a lot of respect. I thought they must be very motivated, hardworking and courageous to put their lives at risk in order to defend our country. SO HOT. But as I got older, I realized that there are 2 very different types of military guys (females are like this too; but we are just talking about guys right now). 

1. There are the military men who grow up dreaming of protecting our country. They are strong, poised and dedicated. They want to stand for something bigger than themselves. And they look at the military as an opportunity to achieve the prior, but also to catapult them to a successful career outside of the military. THESE kind are extremely sexy. 

2. Then there’s the kind I discovered are rather prevalent. They get out of high school and realize they don’t know what they want to do with their lives. They are avoiding all education because they are probably pretty lazy and unmotivated. So they look at the military as a sort of escape from it all. They figure ‘hey, lemme go through some basic training, then coast on the taxpayers’ dollar for as many years as I can; not trying to get promotions or honors, just chillen til they end up kicking me out for doing something stupid.’ 

I seem to run into a lot of these #2’s. It’s so sad. Because they have the ability to do amazing things with their occupations. But they choose to complain about shit all the time. Bitching about how much they hate the military & wanna get out. You know what I wanna say to those guys?! ‘Get the fuck over yourself. You probably shoulda thoroughly thought this through before enlisting. You thought it was a meal ticket- an easier solution than real life. Now you realize it’s a whole lot more work that what you wanted. And now you squander away us taxpayers’ money as you gloat in the glory of a military status; all the while- you’re dying on the inside because you hate your life.’ 

#1’s can become #2’s. And #2’s can become #1’s. Figure out what you really want in life and GO FOR IT!

you’ve got to

light yourself on fire

the rest will come to watch you burn

then they will light themselves on fire

cuz they’ve realized it’s their turn