what do you want???
What do you want from me?? …
That was a serious question, because I really have no idea.
You give the most complicated mixed messages I’ve ever experienced.
I don’t think you do it on purpose; I’m pretty sure you’re just a very lost and confused soul.
You have no idea what you want from me, (or from life for that matter…)
I love you as a person, and feel sorry for you because you are completely aimless.
I wish I could reach out and help, I’ve tried, but noone can take those first steps except for you. YOU need to be the one to make those decisions, I cannot make them for you.
Because I love you-I feel an obligation to try and help you find some direction and purpose. I truly do want what’s best for you…I just don’t have the patience to wait and watch you keep crumbling.
So until you figure your shit out-please just leave me alone.
Lets make this easier on the both of us and just say good bye.
Maybe one day you’ll know what you want. And if you’re lucky enough, I might still be around. And if you’re really really lucky-I may give you another chance.